I decided a week and a half ago that I was going to think positive - you know "send it out there and it will come back".
I DON'T WANT IT BACK ANYMORE! Is it inherently in my genes that if I go against nature and try and be POSITIVE all the time that my world will crumble? That my customers will rebel and murder my character? That I will take in stray animals I can't find homes for? Everyone has gone NUTS!
Today was an exceptionally terrible day (crazy old lady sent me full page typed letter calling me names and accusing me of atrocities done to her dog...) I'm not going to lie, I pouted .... a lot, more than normal. She hurt my feelings.
So B calls and says that Kathy has a new stand up act on Bravo tonight and her show starts! Well I guess I could try and enjoy it....
I am back! If Kathy doesn't care what people think, do and say - why do I? I'm not in the news paper or discussed by the paparazzi, I just have a few crazy clingons. who doesn't? right?
I would like to quote Lindsey Lohan and tell Kathy "I'm not worthy!" Thanks for the laugh!!